Breathing room
Too much obsession with efficiency, with all time spoken already can feel productive for a while, but it can also be limiting. Anyhow, life doesn’t work that way for long, and if it does, then you aren’t doing much living. You need some slack to daydream about what might be and plan for what you want to be and reflect on how things when and how they might have gone. Without slack, you don’t have the flexibility to deal with or enjoy what comes. I guess it does require some confidence in yourself to think you can deal with it.